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Paris

I look at the beautiful lights, they are so pretty that they blind me/

They are so perfect, that they make me cry/

They are so shiny, that they make my heart skip a beat/

They have so much emotion, that they make me cry/

They have so much pain, that they make me shiver/

They have so much greed, that they make me vomit/

They have so much evil, that they make me tremble/

Yet, the lights are so pretty, that they make everybody happy, regardless/

Still, they are shining/

They are shining when people are dying/

They are sparkling, when people are starving/

They are brightening up your face and darkening mine/

They are making you so happy and me, so sad/

You love them and I, hate them/

They are your joy and my misery/

Your treasure and my fear/

Your laughter and my cry/

They make your day and take away mine/

They bring you together and push me away/

They make you hopeful and leave me empty/

You give them to your children to live and make my children die/

You step on the dirt and come out pretty/

You spit on the ground and it turns into gold/

You slap me on my cheek and you receive roses/

You drown me in the black river and you drink my blood/

Yet, the lights are so pretty that they make you blind/

So sparkling, that they make you forget/

So shining, that you think you are perfect/

So brightening, that you forget what you have done/


So beautiful, yet so evil/

So evil, yet so perfect/

So perfect, yet so disgusting/

So disgusting, that it makes me cry/

Comments

I always wonder how people become real through their words and where the matter comes from. The difference between thin soup and a substantial meal. Is it not what people look for in one another? Something they can rebound from, something they can hit and jump back. And they expect to be hit in this or that way in order to feel the other person is real. I always wonder how it happens. And also what is disgusting. However, if the blow is so hard so that it threatens your life, what will you do? How does that change your direction? And the danger always after you, always behind your back. The hill growing steeper the more light you give out (what is light?) And when you are dark and tired and the death sitting upon you, what then? Hm? Shall YOU become the Death?