I believe that my spirit, life and mission are predestined. I could force to change it, but it would never go to my benefit. I live for my spirits and if I satisfy them, they in turn will satisfy me. In order to get, you have to give. They want to live a certain life and I am their tool. The Almighty gave me life and a certain mission, I am his daughter. He is my father and creator.
To him, I am always his child, no matter how disobedient I am. I try to find my own way in life, yet he just laughs. He knows the answers before I do. I try to close my ears and not to listen, again , he laughs. He knows that one day I will realize my own good. Sometimes, I try to imagine myself as an ordinary person, yet I fail. My creator has chosen a life for me.
I try to run away from my duties, but instead I get punished and I cry. I fall, crying for help. My mother reaches out to me. Once again I try to run, only knowing that sooner or later I will dive into my mother's ocean, once again.
My husband wants to marry me, yet I am not ready. There is no happiness for me without him, so they say. I try not to listen, but his power is too strong. I try to live without him, but if not with him, then with nobody, so they say. I try not to think about it, yet I see him in my dreams. I try not to remember, but I wake up crying. I try to forget about it, but everyday I hear their voices. I see their faces, they are ready for me.
One day I will join them, with pleasure. But I am so young and insecure. One day I will have all the knowledge, I will educate the young ones, just like me. People will come to me for wisdom, they will ask for my advice. I will go under the water, swim the seven oceans and come back. I will know my mother's secrets, the ancient wisdom and the cures. I will give birth to my own children, rebellious and stubborn, just like me. I will be the mother of all nations, nurturing and tornadous, at the same time. I will love unconditionally, without boundaries, just like the sea. I will give myself to my husband and also he, will do the same for me. We will share the worlds' riches, hidden treasures deep in the sea. We will dive into the ocean and resurface just like ordinary beings. We will speak a sacred language, wear the beads, no one has ever seen. Wear white clothes, so pure, so special with an aura no one can touch.
To him, I am always his child, no matter how disobedient I am. I try to find my own way in life, yet he just laughs. He knows the answers before I do. I try to close my ears and not to listen, again , he laughs. He knows that one day I will realize my own good. Sometimes, I try to imagine myself as an ordinary person, yet I fail. My creator has chosen a life for me.
I try to run away from my duties, but instead I get punished and I cry. I fall, crying for help. My mother reaches out to me. Once again I try to run, only knowing that sooner or later I will dive into my mother's ocean, once again.
My husband wants to marry me, yet I am not ready. There is no happiness for me without him, so they say. I try not to listen, but his power is too strong. I try to live without him, but if not with him, then with nobody, so they say. I try not to think about it, yet I see him in my dreams. I try not to remember, but I wake up crying. I try to forget about it, but everyday I hear their voices. I see their faces, they are ready for me.
One day I will join them, with pleasure. But I am so young and insecure. One day I will have all the knowledge, I will educate the young ones, just like me. People will come to me for wisdom, they will ask for my advice. I will go under the water, swim the seven oceans and come back. I will know my mother's secrets, the ancient wisdom and the cures. I will give birth to my own children, rebellious and stubborn, just like me. I will be the mother of all nations, nurturing and tornadous, at the same time. I will love unconditionally, without boundaries, just like the sea. I will give myself to my husband and also he, will do the same for me. We will share the worlds' riches, hidden treasures deep in the sea. We will dive into the ocean and resurface just like ordinary beings. We will speak a sacred language, wear the beads, no one has ever seen. Wear white clothes, so pure, so special with an aura no one can touch.
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